Good at pretending is one of the skill that you need to have to survive life at least that what I think. Sadly I'm not good at it.
I can't pretend to be someone I'm not. All of my action based on what I feel inside, I'm a bad pretender.
What I say is what I mean. If I say something like I don't want something or I love something, I do mean it. I never change my mind about something.
In this world full of pretenders, sometimes people understand me oppositely and think I'm pretending. Like other people. Well nope.
This sick society often think you have to pretend to do something to get what you want. It is manipulative and for me it is not acceptable.
Well, that's not for me and I never tolerate that. I can't tell something that is wrong or not right in my opinion.
There is also saying : woman always say something opposite. Nope nope. Maybe I'm not 100 percent woman or at least as a woman I always say something I want or I don't want and it has litteral meaning.
Well, until now people still misunderstand me and I still misunderstand people. Sometimes I can't differentiate which people only manipulate or have genuine intention to me. As long as I have good intention, I never afraid. I will still saying what I want and I always mean it and I believe people will also do that to me.
It's one of my life lesson that I need to understand. People who have same intention with me will stick to me till the end.
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