Years of disappointment lead me into one conclusion. I am whole and nobody completed me. I complete myself. I am one. What I was looking for is half of myself not other people. I learned in a very very hard way. I'm choosing my own happiness. My happiness is not depend on other people or the one I thought will give me one. The happiness comes from within. It's cliché isn't it? It is but it's true. You will be happy when you embrace your own mistakes, when you accept everything as it is. I learn about let go and surrender. I'm not looking or push the universe to give me what I want. I let the universe to guide me where my feet will lead me.
This few years start from 2017 my perspective changed, my way of thinking is changed, my ego is ripped, I am no longer my old self. I am new. I can say it is my biggest awakening of all time. It's real, it's happening and it's wonderful. The process torn me to pieces, I left with nothing only myself to count on. I was alone in this process, but i'm proud that I can say that I made it. This life is not about finding about the one again. This life is about finding my life and my purpose.