A man on a mission.

He was a man on a mission.
A mission to be accepted and loved.
A mission to have a power over everything.
A mission to be valued as a strong man, even he wasn't even close.
A mission to throw his seeds wherever and whenever he can.
He always have a back up plan whenever his mission can't be accomplished.

When he can't get it all, he rage and find other woman. Easy as it can be. No need time to grow something into love, she can be whoever woman he can meet on the streets. No deeper feeling. As long as he can get that satisfaction of being loved. Well, something he thought it is love.

He never fully understand or listen. All he wants is what he wants. Now. as fast as the lightning can strike. If not, he will left you for the scavanger. Left you with nothing but a rotten heart.

He was too lazy to fight and too easy to surrender.

Sorry for the poor judgement but for me you're nothing but a man on a mission.

Who said I can't express my feelings?

I always feel restricted to express my feeling, to say things to the world. I always feel the urge for being a strong, fearless and independent woman. But here I am. I feel so helpless, Lonely and destructive at the same time.

I don't know how exactly to express my emotions when I believe strong girls can handle any emotional pain.

I do feel pain.
I do feel lonely.
I do feel helpless.

The more I Embrace those feelings the more they drag me down. I want to enjoy every inch of the pain, it hurts so much that I have that illusions that I will never escape it.

Love can be so painful. Isn't it?

Love, love, love, what a man's greatest treasure. It can be so exciting yet so destructive. Once you have it, you feel you can conquer the world. But when you lost it, you can lost everything.

Oh love, I don't know why it's so tempting yet dangerous. It can be beautiful yet dark and gloomy.

Is it love or is it the idea of love?

Is it only in my head that love have to be that beautiful and nothing but a great memories?