Let's talk about life ; Nothingness.

Suwung. Nothingness in Javanese. It's a magical word that define the mystery of the creation of the world.

Javanese believe that God is Nothingness and Nothingness create the world. A mysterious substance make this world, in quatum theory, they call it God substance.

God is a loving energy free from any attachments. God is love. God is everywhere, because everything in this world made from God.

You can't see God because God only can be reach spiritually. For the realist, God never exist because God don't have any form. God only can be feel and believed.

The theory of God is very interesting to me. For someone who physically and spiritually seeking of what the meaning of life, the one suit me most is God come from Nothingness. You can't describe God but God do exist. Even physics can't find any explanation of God. That's why I try to look from spiritual eyes.

I believe God exist, God is universe, God is present everywhere. You might can't see God, but I believe once you understand the secret of life, you will see God and feel his loving energy.

I was a very 'logic' person but when I experience something that I can't explain, I believe now. Little by little I learn that something you can't see with naked eyes are equally exist with something that phisycally seen.

You can access God when you left everything behind and be greatful of what God already give you, thank you for everything you have today. Life.

Once you are in a state where you don't feel anything, no emotions attached, just deep warm love of happiness then you try to let go all your fears and give all of your life in the hand of God. Let everything flow as God had planned for you. Let God guide you and show you the way. There is always answer for your questions somewhere.

Whenever I have problem, I always have suicidal thought before. I was not afraid to die, because i thought I'm not worthy to live in this world. But now I am not afraid to live. Live is more challenging and I believe God have something to do for me. I born in this world for a purpose, something that I still looking until now.  Everybody has purpose in this life, to make a better world however the way.

So, pure happiness is only come from God, not from this material world. Not from your money, not from your property and not from anyone.  Don't ever put your happiness on something that never last. Believe me, you will dissapointed. Put your happiness on God alone and believe everything happen for a reason and for your own good.

I've been dissapointed many times before and nothing can make me happy, even when I already have everything that I want. I still feel empty.

Now I never push anything or obsessed to have anything, let everything flow and come to me. Whatever meant to be and meant for me will find a way. Be brave enough to say thank you God for what you have today. Because happiness comes from Nothingness.


To be continued..