Don't mistake my quiet for something empty inside. Have you ever wonder what is inside my mind? Heaps! You have no idea.
I might not talk too much or socialize but believe it or not, I find my own company is the best company.
People who tend to be a loner is satisfied with whatever they have in theirself.
I contemplate every single thing in my head, I make conversations like I have many voices in my head.
I don't need people validation or people giving me any attention. I am whole within me.
Sometimes I do miss others company, just to change mind or thoughts and have little real conversation, but I can't do it too much like normal people. I feel like somehow people can invade my sanctuary when they get too close.
But as a social animal, we human need others company to help us to survive in this cruel cruel world and our purpose in this world is to help each other with our unique ability.
So,for the sake of looking like normal human, I have to do small talk to strangers which I never put my full attention to. Well, that is my mistake, I might look like arrogant or apathetic. Maybe it's true.
Once I impressed on how certain people treat me, like friends who have similar thoughts and believe, I can really open to them like nothing between us. Oh, I expect the same also. Openness is important to me. When I open myself to certain people, I expect nothing less.
He who knows, does not speak. He who speaks, does not know. -lao tzu
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