When a year can teach you lots of things

December 2016, I spent my new year's eve in Bali. Travelled alone with intention to find myself again, to be alone and renew myself. I even meditate and swimming in the sea to purify myself and pray to God please give me new life lesson and I'm open with anything that will happen to me in the future. I want to be better person and let You guide me as I surrender to You.

It is happened. In the month of February I met someone that really change me. Introduce me to things that I never imagined, spiritually and all aspects of my life. I did learned. A lot. Everything in my life will change completely in a matter of months. 

I felt like this is the answer of my prayer but why it come in a very harsh way. I learned like a plane hit me in the face. I know many things all at once and the most important thing, I learn about life. In one year, 2017. 

The year I decided to go from comfort zone and go from my parents house, to face things that I thought I would never think before. I choose to face real life out there. There was a doubt but a fire in my heart was bigger than my fear. 

I found that life is not black and white. Life is about seeing things from different angle. Life is about compromising things that you can't change. Embrace and accept life just the way it is. I learned that life is not what's in my head. Life is very complicated yet very simple at the same time.